Thanks everyone for your support although I find myself more nervous this time for unknown reason. It seems more the mirror work that is letting me down and I start to mess up with the gears 
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Anyway, two more days to go and I am just hoping to control myself better by then. Also, I don’t really want to think about the other issue right now as this is becoming a real problem for me. I did work for some rouge paople before but certainly not as bad as the last ones. This is plain scary.
I am off now for another stunt - need to drive for over an hour to my nearest training centre. I will let you know how everything went today.
Take care