Is it worth it

Medical done, ADR done, booking theory and hazard perception tomorrow. Not having second thoughts as such but maybe after some reassurance it’s going to be worth all this time effort and money. Is there plenty of work and companies in the Teesside area willing to take on new lads like myself.
Sorry I know all this has been asked before but as you all know it’s a fair wedge of money being paid out, sorry for boring you all to death,have a good evening gents