Had my first 4 hour “one off” lesson with Wallace and not really sure what to do now. I hadn’t driven even a car for about 10 years. I felt I drove okay in the circumstances, different roads, dual, motorway. Went to Wembley and the Yeading test centre. Didn’t write it off.
Had a few issues with driving close to the kerb. Even though auto (which really was surprisingly easy to drive) I think probably nerves prevented me from driving more confidently. I weaved a bit. Hard not to in my opinion when driving a large vehicle. Looking out of mirrors found it difficult to see/judge back of vehicle. In that moment put me right off even considering c+e.
Another problem was not leaving enough room when passing vehicles. I found it difficult to judge the nearside especially with the extra room needed for the mirrors. Maybe a bit of too fast at some roundabouts.
Problem I now have is the doubts are building up making me question whether this really is for me. I don’t want to throw more money at something if i’m not 100% committed. If money was no object maybe I would just go for it. But I suppose my main motivation was not wanting to spend the next 20 years in a ■■■■ job earning minimum wage and maybe (even just) cat c would be enough to try and turn things around for me. Some people on here say it’s something they’ve really wanted to do. I wish I had that. For me it is a case that there isn’t anything else I can do.
The trainer was a nice enough guy. James. Works out of the Watford depot. Says in the circumstances having not driven for so long it wasn’t bad and suggested 5 days with test. I was already pretty depressed before I started due to other things going on in my life but now with the increasing doubts it’s getting me even more down. Not sure what to do now.
Ironically when I finished I logged on to the homeswapper website and someone had sent me a message from property down the very road I had to walk along to get to the place. Just around the corner.