Thing that bugs me is I can be okay for a month maybe even 3, then boom’self destruct mode’ have a few weeks in a very dark place… Then back to normality… It’s like a mania,
Most of my problems that used to be a priority have gone. The stress and depression has resurfaced, with occasional panic attacks. But I can control them now, well. The breathing and blurring of vision. Not the other stuff. Nothing can hold that back.
I know I’ve got to sort it. I’m in hospital next month to remove bits of me so perhaps I’ll go and see the doc during my recovery period. When I can walk again.
I’m in a job, I’m paid twice what I was on on the agency and can afford stuff now. I even own my own place. But I’m a failure elsewhere and it’s got worse in the last year. Worse then I’ve ever known it.
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I’m in a job, I’m paid twice what I was on on the agency and can afford stuff now. I even own my own place. But I’m a failure elsewhere and it’s got worse in the last year. Worse then I’ve ever known it.
I hope you get sorted, really do
yt03:
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I’m in a job, I’m paid twice what I was on on the agency and can afford stuff now. I even own my own place. But I’m a failure elsewhere and it’s got worse in the last year. Worse then I’ve ever known it.I hope you get sorted, really do
Tried therapy once and was mis referred onwards. Will try it again soon because it can’t go on. At least i don’t have any suicidal tendencies. I know this is the only life. But has it been worth it ?
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yt03:
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I’m in a job, I’m paid twice what I was on on the agency and can afford stuff now. I even own my own place. But I’m a failure elsewhere and it’s got worse in the last year. Worse then I’ve ever known it.I hope you get sorted, really do
Tried therapy once and was mis referred onwards. Will try it again soon because it can’t go on. At least i don’t have any suicidal tendencies. I know this is the only life. But has it been worth it ?
Life is what you make it relax & breath
The past is the past you can’t change that but you can change what you do tomorrow next week etc your eyes are in the front of your head for you to look forward & go forward
Hope you start to get the other stuff sorted 1 at a time you have got the job & place to live now the next step