Reversing has gone out the window

Celky, you’re your own worst enemy, you’re convincing yourself you can’t do it.
You can do it, you know you can do it, you’ve previously done it.
Take your time and don’t fluster yourself. If you get it wrong, pull forward and have another go, repeat as necessary. Stay calm. I’ve been playing this game for over forty years and still stuff up on occasions. None of us were born reversing Gods, but you will improve with practice.