Depression and lorry driving

Without tying to sound a hard arse ur not depressed your love sick and to say all this on a lorry drivers forum is asking for the micky take ■■■■ me surly you have friends and family you could talk to first ,and before you all jump on the "you don’t know what its like " till it happens to you ive been there and done it for a damm site better reason than my girlfriend ■■■■■■■ off half way round the world proper depression puts you in a world of utter darkness which one lad as said you cant get out of bed in the morning nevermind go to work because you don’t give a ■■■■ about anything, sorry for your lass ■■■■■■■ off but this site is the last place to ask advice on something as serious as depression if your that unhappy you would do anything to be with her ,sorry mate get a ■■■■■■■ grip.