Desperate:
Yes, our first son was stillborn a week before he was due, I carried his little coffin into the church which was by far the hardest, most upsetting thing I’ve ever done. holding back any tears that day was impossible. It’ll be his 12th birthday next month, I still feel down at that time of the month, even more so since my Dad passed away around the same day 5 years ago.
We lost our little boy Darren the same way , stillborn , I still think why , he looked so perfect , terrible time ,not something I’d ever wish on any family .
Often think about him, what would he be like , what would he be doing , never goes away