Sorry for your loss. It is heartbreaking when a family member passes on as in essence thats what our pets become. The love we give them is only matched by the love they give us.
Having lost pets myself I know how hard it can be.
Very difficult to write this due to the amount of little ■■■■■ quips and innuendo I have bubbling up to the surface. But I shall resist and please accept my sincere condolences.