Loosing a friend

Sometimes you never know why or how or what caused it they may appear fine all of the time as a lot of people can hide this most of the time but you can never blame yourself for this

It should become easier in time there is help out there but you have to look for it & not easy when you away all week as there is no quick fix for this

You know where I am if you want ((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))