Loosing a friend

m1cks:
I think the problem with a suicide is all the unanswered questions it can leave behind.
Should I have noticed something? Did I do anything to make them miserable? Would things be different if they had asked for help? The list can be exhaustive and no doubt you’ve questioned many other things.
With an accident or terminal illness there’s less to reflect on so it can be easier to accept (I’m not saying thats always the case)
At least you’re asking for help to deal with this instead of keeping quiet. In an information hungry society where most of your answers are a quick google search away we sometimes struggle with situations where we cannot find an answer.
I wish you well and hope with time and the right help that things improve for you.

Thank you, the trouble is he was fine right up to when i happened.
There is a lot of unanswered questions and his family and everyone else will never know what really happened.