thanks neil i guess its just something im havin to cope with…fortunately they havent offered me a one way plane ticket to geneva yet haha…but i will miss my nomad lifestyle after 25yrs of trucking…my firms been very good witm me an are paying me full wages until new year which they will review in jan so thats made bills easier till xmas anyway…well heres wishing you all a safe and restful christmas…drive safetly